I'm tired of being everybody's bitch. I always listen, comment and try to make everyone else's life better. I lose myself to help find others and it is not bad it is just, I LOSE MYSELF. These past weeks without Bere and Kat have been weird for me because I don't have anyone to confide in and give me a hug of relief. I try to do that with others but I know I am not giving undivided attention. Their attention is a whore, a polygamist; always thinking of something or someone else when it comes to my problems. "Oh yeah that sucks but yesterday..."...changing the subject. I don't know I just began to feel alone all of a sudden and it is not nice. Then again what is.
Yesterday was the fourth of July. The day we celebrate people that did not want to pay their taxes. We also celebrated my cousin Lety's quince. I told my cousin my story and she was like wow! Lol! So we decided to try and go to club ab 540 next week! Lol! No but I really want to go visit her at riverside. Get away for a while. I'll update more on today later because I haven't done anything worthy of an audience. If I have one.
Yesterday was the fourth of July. The day we celebrate people that did not want to pay their taxes. We also celebrated my cousin Lety's quince. I told my cousin my story and she was like wow! Lol! So we decided to try and go to club ab 540 next week! Lol! No but I really want to go visit her at riverside. Get away for a while. I'll update more on today later because I haven't done anything worthy of an audience. If I have one.
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